.Saturday, August 1, 2009 ' 10:30 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
I miss my ayg so muchie..! Had a wonderful time with him. Ayg had been sucha a sweetheart except for me! ahaha. Im too tired i just cant even control myself. Im being so restless nowadays. My body aching is really killing me. Its been a week, this pain really makes me pissed off. Aiyahh. Ayg is upset with me, coz ive neva express my feelings towards him all the time. Like for example, its hard for me to say " ineedeuinmylife,sweetie" or " icantaffordtoloseu". Hard for me to say those words to him. Im not the romantic kind of gurl. Different ppl have diff kinds of ways to show dat they love eu. Ayg owaes told me dat he love me n stuff, and im the one whom owaes kept quiet all the time. I wont say a thing. But deep in my heart i truly love him. The point is, my mouth just wont open to say a word. Yeah, i noe how sad ayg is. Im sorry baby. I guess dats my weaknesses. haishh. Ayg msged me this " sayangnya. u tk perna kata bler kter jumpa. slamat mlm B. U pon tdo. bsok keje. " Haish. Eu tell me, How can i sleep? Im so so sorry. Saying sorry, isnt enough for eu. Hmmz. Alahai. Aku dah mabok plak. kays ppl. i wanna rest ~! Take care
I miss my ayg so muchie..! Had a wonderful time with him. Ayg had been sucha a sweetheart except for me! ahaha. Im too tired i just cant even control myself. Im being so restless nowadays. My body aching is really killing me. Its been a week, this pain really makes me pissed off. Aiyahh. Ayg is upset with me, coz ive neva express my feelings towards him all the time. Like for example, its hard for me to say " ineedeuinmylife,sweetie" or " icantaffordtoloseu". Hard for me to say those words to him. Im not the romantic kind of gurl. Different ppl have diff kinds of ways to show dat they love eu. Ayg owaes told me dat he love me n stuff, and im the one whom owaes kept quiet all the time. I wont say a thing. But deep in my heart i truly love him. The point is, my mouth just wont open to say a word. Yeah, i noe how sad ayg is. Im sorry baby. I guess dats my weaknesses. haishh. Ayg msged me this " sayangnya. u tk perna kata bler kter jumpa. slamat mlm B. U pon tdo. bsok keje. " Haish. Eu tell me, How can i sleep? Im so so sorry. Saying sorry, isnt enough for eu. Hmmz. Alahai. Aku dah mabok plak. kays ppl. i wanna rest ~! Take care
