.Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ' 10:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Im so restless. Im sick fer one week. Thanks to my supervisor for giving me some medication. Feeling a lil bit better. Ive got no mood at all. Im more to a stressful person right now. Mummy is sick for abt few weeks. Just cant forget what about mummy's fren said to me. One of the phrase " Jage mummy btol2 Jgn sampai satu hari kiter menitiskan airmata. Jengok2 kan mummy slalu. " Wah after what she have said, im broke into tears. Haish. Kept crying myself to sleep every nite. Somtimes i wont sleep either, just in case if she needs my help in the middle of the night. I dun nid anyones' sympathy anyway. Just saying my hearts out right now. I rather just kept it to myself but i cant. Bf? hes been bz with his own life lately. I dunno what he wants from me. He got his own prob which cant tell me over the phone?? ape nie? Serious sgt ker? Sumtimes i was just thinking whats the used of me by being his gf. 2nd thing, he still got the nerves to tell me dat he wanna sign on police?? Pikir klakar pe kau ? Haish. I just wish i wudnt give up on him. What i did to him all this while, its just gone to waste. Ni lahs terlampau dgr kata members gaknya. Ure big enuff to think. I dun wish to say anything further. Really makes me sick. Up to eu. Its ur life not mine. Eu have the choice to choose ur own path. Orite. Haish. I got nothing to update. I dun wish to update but terpakse lah kan. Nak kene luahkan jgk kat blog nie. Hehe. Tata. Anyway do i look pale in dat pic, above ?
