.Wednesday, March 4, 2009 ' 9:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Im just so tired. So i edit this picture of mine. Taken using Ramizah' s Hp. Everything seems to be different now. Ayg seems just not to be the way it is. All he can do is to say sorry. I felt betta but it seems not enuff. Hes just keep repeating it over and over again. I guess its KARMA. What goes arnd comes arnd eu see? I happens to make the same ting oso. I owaes kept repeating my mistakes till ayg cannot take it. Maybe now its my turn. Well i can be patient. But i felt so sad sumtimes which when he said hes tinkin of me everytime but he DID NOT. All eu can said is " i will neva how eu feel ". Well eu neva prove it. Dats it. He wants me to tell him every single thing. Just like me last time. I need him to tell me everything. But now i dun nid anything. All i need is him and his ATTENTION. Hes busy studying with his 2 besfren which is AZLI AND MAS. Well baby, most of my study group is guys but im not the only girl anyway. Theres still another girl, Yati. Im sure eu noe. AND those guys are DEBBARED, ALL SUBJECTS, eu see and theyre willing to study. They even make an effort to study everyday and wake up early in the morning just to study in school And done every of their assignments. Eu can said lah this and dat. Im sure eu can be better den em' right??
Eu sumtimes dun even tried to understand me and i did tried my best to understand eu in every single way. Well i did. But you?? Eu oso did blame me for nothing which those things dat i nvr do. I dont even beg eu to trust me. What is r'ship without trust ? Eu tell me ? I dunno whats up with eu. Maybe i deserve this. Im tired. Exams coming and this is the attitude ure giving it to me. Well, do what eu want. Dat doesnt mean ive give up on eu. Im just keeping quiet. I just nid to focus on my exams. Sumtimes eu can see dat im very2 nice to eu. Dun take advantage of me baby. Well eu did, yesterday. Gahh~ Stress siak. WALAUWEI. Malas aku nk pk2.
Anyway ive got gd news !! Most my clasmates chose M & E (mechanical'n'Electrical). Most of us will be in e same class. Those gerek ppl. Wohoo. The class isnt dat boring anyway. The most happy thing is dat, my 937 members are in the same class as me. Syukur. Coz im tired of making new frens actually. Hehe. MR FOO our class advisor. Gahh dat boring teacher. Makan gaji buta laaa. Anyway 2B rocks ~\m/ Hehe. K mepek. I got to go now ! Take care ppl. I wanna study !! Got future oke? Tata
PS: Dun Blame Me for this baby. Its eu whom are changing. Not me.
