.Monday, January 5, 2009 ' 9:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
No one understand how i felt. I felt really down today. I wasnt happy at all. I felt like crying all e way. I dunno whats with me. Only god noes. Hmmm. My eldest sis come with her husband today. I dun even bother coz i wasnt at mood. What pissed me the most is, sis broke her promise to me. Thanks lah ehk. Yeah, its true. Sometimes in life , eu neva get what eu wanted. True enuff for me. Well nvm about dat. Dats nothing to upset abt it. Its the first time this things happen to me. Today i aint got any mood. Im so upset frm morning till now. I couldnt stop thinking. I havent eat anything from just now, really this things is killing my appetite. My headache started coz doctor says i shudnt be thinking too much but this ppl made me ! Im not surprise if my low blood pressure comes back. Haish. Maybe this is a test from GOD. I have to be strong and be patience. Hmmm.
Dearest Hubby,
I wont forget about my family especially MY PARENTS. Syukur alhamdullilah dat i have such a wonderful parents. My studies? dont eu worry about it. Im trying my best to progress. Hubby, Ure my everything too. AND EVEN YOU could make me happy with a blink of an eye and EVEN YOU could make me sad in a sec. Please be more punctual to sch. LOOK AT UR ATTENDANCE! Even ur advisor are asking for eu today. Whats the promises for if eu urself didnt make any effort?? Ive done my part as ur gf.
