.Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ' 6:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Things had been hard for me. I just dunno why. I am different not what i used to be. Ive been so quiet in my class or sometimes outside when im out with my friends. I feel empty, its like something is just missing. Studies? nothing goes inside my head. I tink im going to school, just to enjoy the air-con? wth. Theres many things running to my head which is hurting so much. Nowadays i kept thinking of my past and so on. Sometimes eu dun even want to think of it. But eu will. Come on , this tings euve gone tru it, of coz sometimes it will haunt eu back. Well, im trying to move on but its quite hard for me. When dat happens, i will just sit on my bed and wish everything wud go away. Sometimes i wud just cried myself to sleep.
Had sucha a great bf dat owaes be ther fer me. But i just cant fulfill some of his wishes. I kept hurting him. isnt dat true? Im sorry if i hurt eu too much. Things werent in good terms fer us. I remember those days when thinkin of the OLD eu, its alot more diff. Eu were talking to me nicely, even if i did sumthing wrong. Everything goes well. We love to take pictures when we're out somewhere. Now, we neva took any pics. I dunno what has happen between us. Haish. Can said dat everything were alot different. hmm.
Well only god noes about our r'ship and everything we do. Dats all fer the update. I wanna take a shower and get ready to sch. I just cant slp, so i decided to update my blog. REALLY2, i feel like im not a cheerful girl anymore. Kays ppl till here ! tata and gd morning to eu ppl !
