.Thursday, November 27, 2008 ' 9:30 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Im really2 down. It really hurts me. I dunno why this is happening again. He just bumped onto her. SO CALLED " TERSEREMPAK " then in the canteen saw both of them walking together. Hmm, Why am i dat jealous? i dunno why i dislike MAS. Haish. Shes just not my type of person to make frens with. Well shes ok but sorry, its hard fer me to be nice to ya. After had my lunch, i BUMPED onto her. PUNYA LAH SUAY. opps ! did i say Suay? She made this LAME joke. It goes like this:MAS: EHK ! Rasyid nk knl2...ME: HUH??? *BLURR*MAS: *LAUGHED* Asal muka kau cm sotong??MAS: RASYID nk knl2 lahhME: KENAL2 NGAN SAPE LAGIK NIE???MAS: *LAUGHED* Dier nk knl2 ngan kau lahME: Lau dier nk knl2 ngan aku, buat ape dier jadi matair aku sak skg?? *walked off*I just cant be bothered. I got no mood from morning till lunch time. First, it was my classmate. He ransack my bag. WTH? I was so pissed off. I scolded him. Den he said he wanna borrow a pen. Just wanna open my pencil case, he said nvm. I noe his KINDA EMO. Sikit2 nk majok. The things which i had the most ppl ransack my bag. Even my mom ransack my bag, i will get pissed off. 2nd thing, eu go to sch just to bring ur body?? Write notes using ur blood uh??? Aiyaa. Sorry fer being so mean. Dun blame me. Eu ppl shud noe why.Guess what? I skipped my test. AS IN CABOT. Honestly, i got no mood to study. My flu havent recover. Aiya. I skipped MEDDS & LIFESKILL lesson. Both my project and my test MINUS 20%. WTH? So to make me felt a lil bit better, i stayed up in sch till 5 plus? To watched MOVIES ! It was FUN ! Erm yea, Ive got my 1st warning letter. My E-MATHS lesson was 88%. I noe i was going from bad to worst. Daddy is mad at me. He says im being so KECOH in the family. What he meant was im the only daughter who owaes gives him alot of trouble. YEAH I ADMIT. I did gave him alot of trouble. I wish he cud be such an understanding dad. But too bad. Hes not. Mom owaes there to support me. I promise Mummy. I wont let eu down. I mean it.Anyway 3 more days to my eldest sis BIG DAY ! Her wedding is coming ! Wohoo ~ Im happy for eu sis. I hope Abg yuslan will took care of eu. SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU KAK OLI ! i LOVE eu sista ! My 1st sis is a RESPONSIBLE lady. She tends to neva gives up easily. What she dream for , is what she aimed for it. She had her DEGREE. Cool uh ? I wish i cud be like her one day. After shes married, Left only, my mom, dad, 2nd sis and me. AND After 2nd sis married, left me and my parents. Whats important for me is to took care of my parents, just like how they took care of me. Ive made a promise to myself which i will neva break it ! =)Orite ppl till here, i wanna get sum sleep. Im so tired. Need to prepare alot of things for my SIS wedding ! Anyway i apologize fer being rude in my post somehow it may hurt some of eu. But this is what i felt. Perhaps its my blog anyway so i update what i want.
