.Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ' 8:15 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Im sorry ayg, i didnt expect things to turn out this way. I was just wanting to go home happily with ya. It turned out the other way. I noe its my fault, im sorry. If eu think i neva did sacrifice my time to eu, well i did. I noe im such a useless girlfren to eu. I neva make eu happy. I am an EGOISTIC lady, whom owaes tink of herself and not others ppl feeling. Blame me for everything dat ive caused today. Like eu said, i prefer to look at the surrounding rather than looking at ur face. And I remember saying dat, eu dun nid to change ur styles and i like the way eu are. I didnt force eu to wear everything so expensive and wear something nice. I did even said, skali skale kuar ngan i pakai lawa2 sikit. If eu dun want, i dun mind. I wont even runaway to go fer other guys becoz of this. Im not dat kind of lady.
And what eu said, SIA2 je eu pakai lawa2. What the heck??? AND OSO my eyes, this is me bie. eu pikir i nak sgt tgk laki2 kt luar nie suma?? Mmg i dah janji i kata i tk tgk laki. But dah tertgk what do eu expect. Cm eu kata tadik. I admit, i nya org suka tgk org2 arnd me. I pon tk amek tau dier handsome ke tak coz i oready have eu. I dun blame eu fer this. Blame me. I noe eu feel useless when i tgk laki laen. Eu even told me i dun gave eu the love. What was dat 1 and a half month for?? eu did said, i gave eu all the love dat eu wanted. AND now eu kata i tk give eu the love?? puas ati last month eu tk yah ckp pape. Mmg kdg2 i feel like giving up, knape owaes the same reason dat caused us to be far apart frm each other??? i love eu bie. plz can we end this ting??
And today, im not in de mood ppl ! aiyaaah..agik2 dada aku tgh sakit cm nak hentak2 jek lau boleh. Sheeesh !
P/s: Aku tau kau slalu bace blog aku, please get out of my blog lah sak ! and please lah ehk, JADI MANUSIA JGN JADI KEPO. JGN SUKA JAGE TEPI KAIN ORG. JAGE DIRI KAU PN CANTIK
