.Wednesday, September 24, 2008 ' 12:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Things have changed lately. I just dunno what to say. Im just being myself and being patience all this while. Ppl changed too. Didnt expect that much actually. I dun wish to talk about this. Only god noes how im feeling right now. It really hurts me DOWN DEEP MY SOUL. Haish. Please dun bother asking about this entry or about me. Coz eu shud noe urself why im updating my blog like this. Only fifie and Ayin noes how im feeling. Ive been sharing lotsa of things with FIFIE lately. We do have something in common. Ayin eventho shes a new friend to me, yea shes like one of us too. Girls katerkan, mestilah understand perasaan each other. Im not comparing ! orite.It was just a small prob dat eu can make a big fuss of it. And this small thang prob dat eu did also i can make a big fuss of it. Im here trying to showing some love, gave the love all eu need and so on.Cant eu give me some time? Missing eu, is oready hurting me. And then this ?? This is what ure doing to me? Eu can said dat im being unreasonable. Yea, perhaps? Eu can take it as a joke. BUT not to me. I don't talk to strangers outside but YOU ?? Eu may not agree with me coz eu take ur JOB as a reason. Kays. Forget about it.Do what eu want kays. I dun wish to continue.Sorry if im like this, guess, im missing eu too much.OR maybe i love eu too much. Just dont bother about me. Sorry if i did control eu, i shudnt have.No point saying SORRY to me.Like i said, this is my blog. So i update what i want to.
