I Would Give Up Anything Just To Be With You

.Saturday, August 23, 2008 ' 7:00 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

I mIsS hIm So MuCh
tOt of meeting him but he wants me to hang out with my friends
and i started to realize dat
monday i had a phase test, gahhh

i just Dunno what to do
im not going out with my friends today, im sorry
i just need to study on my phase test
if i get gd marks on this, maybe im ready for my exams

and guess what ? i forget to bring my book home, hee
so i msg wan to bring it home for me
coz we shared the same locker
gonna get those book frm him tmrw morning/evening

after all those quarells with ayg,
now ive started to realize everything
yeah true enuff, eu gave me everything
but i didnt; i know im changed

im sorry for making eu upset
i didnt mean to
& i dun even noe what changed me
*sigh*

Thanks for all the things dat uve said yesterday
if not i still dont noe,
dat ive been treating eu like shit
true enough ayg ? pls dont deny it

i just wanna let my friends noe
how lucky i am to have such, a nice boyfriend
and still i dont even appreaciate,
what he did for me, im so sorry ayg

he did care for me and all the ppl arnd me
but i didnt care dat much for him
i just want him to make me happy all the time
but did i make him happy all the time?

True enough of what uve said
im just thinking about myself
i didn't care about others feelings
dat is sooo EGO of me

i didnt get a gd sleep yesterday
coz ive been thinking about this
now i realize how cruel/mean i am to treat him this way
its just so unfair

ayg had been keeping this for about a few mths
eu ppl shud noe, how hurt it is right?
and he still be patience
and treat me like he used to

imagine,
Keeping all those things and
wait till eu cant hold it any longer
and then eu start to let it go

Thanks ayg for being such a great boyfriend
i guess ive forgot my responsibility as ur girlfriend
im just hoping dat this things will neva repeat again
and dun wori i will changed myself to da way eu wanted me to be

like eu said no point saying
well i just have to prove it to eu
i will ayg

gave eu all the love dat eu wanted
i noe dats what euve been waiting for
i will syg
i just need to prove it to eu

anyway i need to get some slp
coz perhaps ltr im going out to study
it wud be great,
if syg willing to accompany me

Take care ppl
dats all for the update
tata~*