I miss my ayg so muchie..! Had a wonderful time with him. Ayg had been sucha a sweetheart except for me! ahaha. Im too tired i just cant even control myself. Im being so restless nowadays. My body aching is really killing me. Its been a week, this pain really makes me pissed off. Aiyahh. Ayg is upset with me, coz ive neva express my feelings towards him all the time. Like for example, its hard for me to say " ineedeuinmylife,sweetie" or " icantaffordtoloseu". Hard for me to say those words to him. Im not the romantic kind of gurl. Different ppl have diff kinds of ways to show dat they love eu. Ayg owaes told me dat he love me n stuff, and im the one whom owaes kept quiet all the time. I wont say a thing. But deep in my heart i truly love him. The point is, my mouth just wont open to say a word. Yeah, i noe how sad ayg is. Im sorry baby. I guess dats my weaknesses. haishh. Ayg msged me this " sayangnya. u tk perna kata bler kter jumpa. slamat mlm B. U pon tdo. bsok keje. " Haish. Eu tell me, How can i sleep? Im so so sorry. Saying sorry, isnt enough for eu. Hmmz. Alahai. Aku dah mabok plak. kays ppl. i wanna rest ~! Take care
.Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ' 8:57 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Ive got nothing to update. My life has been a mess. Anyway i just wanna share with eu ppl this video. Really touching lahs fer me. NICE SONG TOO ~! Hee. Enjoy okay.
.Monday, July 13, 2009 ' 11:55 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Me just got back from work. Scratching my head. LOL. Itchy lah dei. Anyway, Ive only done temporary straightening on my own in dat pic. Hehe. Esok curl alek lahs npknya. =) This few days ive been behaving so awkwardly. I dunno where it starts. Haish. I even get pissed of easily and i seldom msg LOVE. I dun feel like msging at all. All i wanted is to have sum space for myself & I just wanna noe why am i behaving this way. I cudnt even get the answer to it. Gahh. Im not being EMO okeys. This is how i felt right now. Its like SO WEIRD. Hmmmz.
.Monday, July 6, 2009 ' 8:30 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Im so missing eu, montel n Dut. Huhuhu. Ayang bring them home oready. But i will take em' back during weekends =) Montel is soo angry with me, coz i gave his meal about few hrs late. Haha. Kiut lah. Sampai gigit cage, kes kelaparan nya pasal. School was tiring, i was caught in the rain. Hopefully i wont get sick next morning. I really cant wake up to sch this morning, SO SLEEPY ! Niwae Ayang is not in the good mood right now ! Im so sorry sweetie. Please forgive me, darling. Didnt mean to say those harsh words towards eu. Hope eu have fun witcha true frens orite. They can make eu happy, not like what i did to ya. Uve done much baby. Im e cause of everything dat has happen today n yesterday orite. Im not in e good mood for this few days. I don't even noe whats bothering me. Haish. IM SO MISSING EU, SAYANG ! Till here, tata =)
P/s: IM SO LOVING MY HAIR ~!
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